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Had to delete, in case I get in trouble by work haha, tomorrow’s officially my last shift anyway… but still don’t want to get fired on my last day lul.
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A question that keeps coming up… “Am I ready for this?”
If I’m not ready now, will I ever be?
Besides, I don’t think anyone can truly be ready for a huge gamble they’re about to face. All I’ve got to do is jump, and not only hope for the best but also work for it.
If I play my cards right, it’ll become less of a gamble but a nice change.
9:36 PM UTC
The stupidest thing happened to me at the McDonald’s drive thru last night…
I was at the window waiting for my food when I saw someone I knew inside, so I yelled out her name a few times. Chick turns to my direction, smiles and then giggles. I wondered why she wasn’t saying “Hi” back, that’s when I realized that it wasn’t her, I quickly looked away, wound up my window and sat there in shock, wanting to drive away but couldn’t because my food wasn’t ready yet. FML.
Blinded, Reminded, Jealous-minded.
Have you ever tried hooking up a mate with somebody that use to have feelings for you and realize how stupid you were for not feeling the same way? I have… just tonight, actually.
My mate recently moved and he felt lonely. I thought I’d introduce him to someone whom had once a thing for me that lived locally, as I was telling my mate about him I realized… WHY THE FUCK DIDN’T I GO FOR HIM? Handsome, great personality, family-orientated and he was interested in ME… I’m so stupid, guys I’ve liked in the past seem to have only one or two of those traits, so why didn’t I ever go for him?
I’m beginning to think that it’s because there was no chase involved. If you’re chasing me, more than likely that I’d get scared and hide. I’m the type who’d rather do the chasing but once you’ve stopped, I tend to turn around and run the other direction, however, if you’ve been running alongside me the whole time, there’s a high chance a relationship would develop.
In the end, the question still remains… do I like him? or is my judgement just being overshadowed by jealousy? The thought of them being together, did make me jealous. [Scorpios and their jealousy] I do want the best for my mate and I believe that introducing them to each other would be the noble thing to do. I’m just hoping the past doesn’t come back to the future and create a vortex of complications.